Can something be wrong with you when nothing is wrong? I guess all weekend I have been giving the impression that I’m not feeling quite like myself… but I don’t really feel bad either.  It’s sort of strange.  I don’t have anything else to write about today, except how work is driving me nuts.  But I don’t really want to… Read More

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I didn’t write all freaking week! I thought about it every day.  I thought about what I would like to post, and what I had going on, what sort of things I needed to get out. First, I guess, it’s pretty selfish of me to post a private problem in a public forum where other people can offer one-sided opinions… Read More

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Resolution! Things always work out, don’t they?  Sure they do.  Friday, some time mid-afternoon, Brock sent me a message on Gmail.  (We use it for chatting purposes.) 4:10 PM Brock: I love you Mandy.  me: I love you Brock. 4:11 PM Brock: Are you ok?   I have not heard from you at all today? 4:12 PM me: Yeah, I’m ok.   I was really… Read More

https://www.tempestbeauty.com/2008/03/3125/

Wow, I think I need to vent. I don’t know if I’m being unreasonable.  I don’t feel like I am.  I don’t know why things always have to change… why can’t they just be the same instead? Brock and I have been getting ready together in the mornings every day for… I don’t even know how long.  At least since… Read More

https://www.tempestbeauty.com/2008/02/3126/

I had a fat day yesterday. What a freaking concept, right?  Guys don’t have fat days.  Brock freaking HATES it when I start talking about something like this. No, I’m not actually fatter this day.  No, I probably haven’t actually put on any weight.  But I FEEL wrong.  Something physically feels different.  My jeans are tighter, my body interacts differently,… Read More

https://www.tempestbeauty.com/2008/02/3127/

This is a story for Xanga! Facebook is a wonderful connection-finder if you’re interested in hearing from people you haven’t spoken to in years.  A few weeks ago, I got a message from one of the girls I went to highschool with.  She was congratulating me on my engagement, and had noticed that I worked as an Ultrasound tech.  She… Read More

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