Living. And loving. And hurting.
I don’t know why I have been so hesitant to write another blog. I don’t know why it takes me so long to get my fingers going. Things just start tumbling down onto the page when I do. And I have so much to say. I couldn’t even decide what I wanted to write about today, because I have so… Read More
I am so undeniably overwhelmed. I am writing this post in an effort to de-whelm myself, and get some things done. We fly to Canada in less than 48 hours. There is so much to do. There is so much not done. Ronan is sick. Why did he have to get sick? I can’t deal with sick. Let me be… Read More
Somewhere along the road that is my life, I have developed a terrible habit. I am getting very good at avoiding things I don’t want to deal with. It’s really not a very attractive trait in an adult. I can avoid doing dishes, and laundry, and going to the grocery store. I avoid answering the phone, and thinking about medical… Read More
Brock and I were married on the 5th of July, 2008. Yesterday was our second anniversary. Two wonderful, challenging, exciting, surprising, amazing years. I had to sleep all morning because I worked Sunday night, but as soon as I was up and moving, we packed up the car and drove up to the lake. The weather couldn’t have been more… Read More
I had a massive craving for watermelon yesterday. I needed to go to the grocery store to get milk. I WANTED to go to the grocery store to get watermelon. They were on sale. 2.99 each. I picked out the smallest one I could find, since it was really just for me. I can’t tell you how excited I was. … Read More
You know the one that I mean. The one that sits in the back of your mind, and keeps telling you things are going wrong. The one that makes you inspect every wipe of toilet paper for any hint of pink. “Is that blood?! Oh wait, no, that’s just a thread. I’m wearing red underwear.” The one that analyzes every… Read More
