So frustrated… so unable to cope with this.

I know hormones are the first thing people attribute wild emotions to.  It could very well be hormones.

I have been contracting for days.  Last night, from nearly 7pm until around 2 am, I had contractions every five minutes or so.  They lasted a minute or longer.  And yet – nothing.

Everyone gets tired at the end.  Everyone wants the baby out at the end.  It’s frustration, and disappointment, and exhaustion.  I hate showing up at work every morning and having everyone ask me, “Still no baby?!”

WOULD I BE HERE IF I HAD THE BABY?!

I’m not good at this.  I’m not a good pregnant person.  I want to meet him, and hold him, and be his mom.  I am ready for that.  I don’t want to do THIS any more.

I’m gonna share more belly pics.  Just cause I can.