Frick!

It’s been way too long!  The funny thing about blogging is that the longer you go without writing something, the less urgent it feels to write.

There have been so many things going on in the last week.  I don’t regret writing about them because I feel bad, but instead because I wish that I had had the time to create the written record of what has been going on.  I wish that I had had the physical action of putting my thoughts down, and the release that it gives me.  I miss it because I miss what it means to me, and not what it is.  I’m sorry to myself for not writing.

Instead of trying to go back and re-hash all of my week, instead I’m going to write on another topic:  Poop.

I know, it seems like an awful thing to write about.  But lets face it – we all have to poop.  It is a part of our lives, albeit small.  And when things stop working the way they are supposed to, it can make life miserable.

Here is my problem.  I’m getting well into my whole “working seven days a week” thing, and finding that I can handle it fairly well.  I don’t mind being at the clinic, I don’t hate being at the hospital, and I’m not as tired as I thought I would be.  The problem ends up being… I never have time to poop!  This is a serious problem.  No, it’s not because I don’t want to or am afraid to poop at work.  Believe me, I would have no issue with that at all.  The issue lies in the fact that I honestly don’t have time to sit down for more than five minutes, and relax long enough for something to happen. 

When I get home at night, all of a sudden, I don’t have to go.  The next day, it starts all over again.  Urge, no time, hold, get home, no urge.  When I have the time to poop, I don’t have to poop.  After I go four or five days like this, I start to feel really horrible.  I need to fix it.

I’ve decided to start adding a bunch more fiber to my diet.  And to try to become regular at a time when I can be free to spend a few minutes, like before my shower in the morning.  I need to be a regular pooper… not a hit and misser.

I will apologize for my blog content… but it’s what’s on my mind right now.  o_O